t my progressive Los Angeles high school, in addition to regular academic classes, drum circles and a two-hour class called Lifeskills were regular features. We passed around a talking stick, described our feelings and sang songs, including a perennial favorite entitled “Peace like a River.” Each year the senior class took a trip to a quasi-commune in Ojai, two hours north of Los Angeles. For three days they would sleep in yurts, participate in a sweat lodge, and paint rocks. At the end of the trip, each senior was given an animal “identity (mine was Curious Koala) by one of their classmates. The class and trip were supposed to foster a sense of community, camaraderie, and an emotional connection among the senior class.
I was not a big fan of any of this. I contemptuously viewed it as a weird vestige of hippiedom from the school’s founding in the early’70s. Each Lifeskills council began with the class holding hands while our “teacher” strummed on his guitar. While others spilled their guts during the council I just observed callously, only deigning to utter the occasional “I’m fine” when the talking piece made its way to me. Topics of discussion ranged from whether each person thought she had ESP to more serious issues, such as dealing with loss. I never felt a cathartic release in sharing intimate details of my life—far from it. I felt this exercise obliterated two whole hours of my Thursday afternoon.
I have since acknowledged my tendency to privilege the intellectual over the emotional. Eagerness is generally perceived as pathetic while intense interest in a particular subject is nerdy. Aloofness and utter disregard seem to dominate our social realm. Yet this phenomenon is not particularly new or groundbreaking. The dichotomy is represented in the conflict between the Enlightenment thinkers, with their focus on reason, and their Romantic counterparts. Rene Descartes, considered an early Enlightenment thinker, stated “Common sense is the best distributed commodity in the world, for every man is convinced that he is well supplied with it.” Although common sense and emotion are not mutually exclusive, it seems as though American society has followed Descartes’ line of reasoning. On the other hand, history has not treated the Romantics particularly well. They are frequently characterized as irrational floozies, concerned only with overwrought and melodramatic histrionics.
Superficially, the idea of being “passionate” about a cause or an ideology seems to have dissipated greatly since its peak in the’60s. Iconic student protests at Berkeley, Columbia, and Paris in May of’68 sought to legitimately change social infrastructure in regard to school’s administration or dissatisfaction with the war in Vietnam. During the’64-1965 school year, UC Berkeley was consumed with student activism. Students leading the Free Speech movement protested the university’s prohibition of political activity on campus, culminating in a massive and ultimately successful sit-in. However, it’s dangerously easy to idealize such movements with reverent sanctity. The protests of May ’68 only lasted a month and it could be argued that they were characterized by a bunch of pseudo-bohemian rich kids whose only motive was to piss off their bourgeois parents. Still, it cannot be denied that the energy they expended on the cause was great. Emphatic slogans uttered by the students attest to that; a popular parable during the events of May’68 stated: “We want nothing of a world in which the certainty of not dying from hunger comes in exchange for the risk of dying from boredom.”
Similarly, “Hippies” have been embedded in our cultural consciousness, along with their ubiquitous long hair and peace beads. They are exceedingly easy to mock because their ideology seems quaint and dated; their preoccupation with the ability of an abstract concept—love—to overcome strife and essentially heal the world seems laughably naïve only because we have witnessed its failure.
Currently, it’s difficult to find an “equivalent” to the hippie movement. Of course, crunchiness continues to manifest in different incarnations; the vegan and organic subculture owes much of their existence to their’60s forbearers. From Dartmouth students who have organized initiatives such as the Sustainable Living Center and the Organic farm to the national campaigns for reduced carbon emissions on college campuses, it’s clear environmentalism remains a popular site for student activism. Students are driven by a passion for the environment, often linked to an emotional connection to nature.
While environmentalists represent a small subset of progressive students, appeals to the emotion seem to be growing in youths on the other end of the spectrum. Evangelical movements recruit teenage converts through a series of highly emotional and passionate sermons, whether through Christian rock shows or other venues. The massive Acquire the Fire, a Christian rock concert that also serves as a venue for conversion, exemplifies just that. Teen Mania, which organizes the event, is a youth ministry aiming to “provoke a young generation to passionately pursue Jesus Christ and to take His life-giving message to the ends of the earth!” Acquire the Fire Founder Ron Luce is described by Teen Mania as a survivor of a broken home and alcohol and drug abuse before he found Christ. The heavy emotional impact of his life story is great—it’s a rags-to-riches story. Such a sentiment is echoed in the truly massive concert; it is not uncommon to see very physical, visceral acts of devotion.
Ostensibly, evangelists disregard the intellectual in favor of the emotional evinced by physically fervent outbursts of faith such as swaying, chanting, and crying. Such high emotionalism is a particularly potent tool in establishing a sense of community and belonging. The emotional provides a bridge that links us to likeminded people—we feel a certain kinship with those who can simply relate. In that sense, the hirsute hippies and the righteous young evangelicals share a common link.
Yet, what’s available to those who can’t get behind the evangelical movement? Although political activism is still very much part of the fabric of American society, its visibility has diminished. Members of our generation are often characterized as unduly narcissistic and complacent, simply unwilling to fight for change. The MySpace/Facebook generation has been the object of derision from our elders, our friendships accused of superficiality and inconsequence. Alternately, the ubiquitous hipster subculture’s aloofness and scorn for outlandish displays of emotion seem all too pervasive.
Until November 4th, I found myself torn between two extremes. Objectively, I believed in the power of grassroots movements but found myself overcome by ennui and cynicism as I acknowledged that sometimes ideals do not produce the hope they inspire. It’s not as if I am devoid of all emotion and subsequently empty; rather I felt as though a barrier existed between my emotions and myself. I don’t know whether it is a self-imposed shield against the potentially debilitating or upsetting or rather a symptom of a larger cultural shift that ignores the emotional in favor of something more pragmatic and tangible. In many ways my inability to fully commit to a certain ideology was directly related to my incapacity to monitor my emotions.
Thus, it is quite interesting to have come of age in an administration so corrupt and so bleak; the idea that this country could subsequently mend itself seems to be a revelation. Moreover, it is a testament to the value of ideology tied to emotion that Barack Obama could have won so decisively. In addition to outlining a comprehensive economic and health plan, he dared the American public to hope. This leap of faith m
andates a certain amount of emotional vulnerability: change, even when it is for the better, and it requires a belief in an abstract ideal and our ability to achieve it. The fervent outburst of emotion, evident the impromptu marches and celebrations that consumed the world on election night, is a triumph of human spirit and emotion.